~* HeartBreak *~

My dear readers, dear friends. I am so sorry for not having written to you in such a very long time. And starting again is surprisingly difficult... Such a threshold there is, almost like a mountain to climb, to reach you again. So I've not had the courage to Just Do it.

But now, let me try, even if it won't be perfect. If it won't even be good.

Here goes. This past year has been the roughest in my whole life. I've lost someone I loved. This broke me down so badly I still don't know how to get up. Then, divorce. Loosing my home. I lost several family members too, was left very much alone. I've been let down by people I trusted; unbelievable yet true, both my money and my identity were stolen... Both by people I had considered as friends. My health was bad, so was the health of my darling youngest son.

I lost my ability to write.

But now finally I am in a safer place in life, in my own little apartment, where I feel I can breathe. Where the loves of my life, my two boys, feel at home.

So I struggle to find my words again.

This is my first little step. Thank you for bearing with me.

~*<3*~